If there is a "God...? (and that's huge "If"...) could it be that until we humans became aware of ourselves...

and the beautiful world around us, that this "God" was not aware of itself. In other words...until we existed, this "God" was in a void of voidness...unaware, unloved, and...Cranky...irritated by getting woke up after an eternity by our profound live-and-death struggles and crys of complaint...?!?