I don't know what i'm living for...10 points most helpful answer?

It seems like you spend too much time thinking about what life could be instead of making your life what it should be - whatever you want; you just have to put the right amount of effort and ingenuity into it. That's what the whole human experience is about. Think about it like a game - a game where the possibilities are endless. How could anyone get bored and turn off a game like that?